that moment when all the words describe your heart's says

can you tell me how can one miss what she's never had
how could i reminisce when there is no past
how could i have memories of being happy with you boy
can someone tell me how can this be
how could my mind pull up incidents recall dates and time that never happened
how could we celebrate the love that's too late and
how could i really mean the words i am about to say
i miss the time that we almost share
i miss the love that was almost there
i miss the time that we used to kiss
at least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce
i miss the time that we never had
what happen to us?
we were almost there
who ever said it's impossible to miss
what you never had
never almost had you
i cannot believe i let you go
or what should i said is
i should have grabbed you up and never let you go
i should went out with you
i should have made you my boo,boy
yes,that's one time i should have broke the rules
should have went on the date
should have found a way to escape
should have turned almost into if it happen
now it's too late
how could i celebrate the love that wasn't real
and if it didn't happen
why does my heart feel?

the singer of the song :) - jessica jung

Episod 1 : HATI

salam semua! kali ini mari kita bercakap mengenai hati okay?
HATI ape tu? tahu ke? kalau kita cakap sakit hati, yang sakit tu HATI SI ORGAN DALAMAN  atau PERASAAN yang sakit sebenarnye?
Ibarat handset korang tu yang sentiasa perlukan kredit, same goes with HATI,perlu ditopup dengan kasih sayang setiap masa.
Kalau rasa sunyi dan secara tak langsung kita akan cari orang yang akan beri kita perhatian diorang, itu maknanye HATI dah start kehabisan stock kasih sayang.
Kalau Boyfriend busy, and kita cari lelaki lain,supaya mereka akan belai kita pulak,tak cukup kasih sayang jugak tu.

this oppa also dont enough 'kasih sayang'..kekeke :P

Kalau parents busy, endure it by putting all efforts for something rebellious just to get attention, tak cukup kasih sayang jugak lah tu.
Kalau stress and call mak, so that moms will give us all her soothing words, itu tangki kasih sayang di tahap yg kritikal.
Kalau pergi berdiri atas bangunan, nak terjun untuk bunuh diri bukan nak buat bungee jumping,itu tak payah cakap lah, tangki dah kosong,kering kontang.
cik pon tak tahu ape konklusi nye post nie,saja rasa suka-suka nak post pasal hati..nanti kita buat post pasal perasaan pulak ye?

sending u all good night kiss :)

P/S: sekali sekala meluahkan rasa dalam hati secara tersirat :)

stuck

indeed that a crush will stay forever as a crush. even they left and not being in front of your eyes, once they comeback, the feel will came along with it and make you suffer again. just a simple text may do, just a simple hello may do, and even a simple glance also may do. all the thoughts will come and strike the head. what can cure a heart that is being neglected, none other than an acknowledgement by thou.

P/S: maybe it is not a safe act if you invite your high school crush to your wedding :P